author's strugglei just lay down in bed curled upunder the covers.it's been some time. i do it every day.i can't keep doing thisbut i just can't seem toresist.somehow i sit myself upthen walk over to the deskand i pull out the paper and pencil(which is probably dull-pointed and eraser-lessbut some is better than none).i take a seathold the pencil to the paperand try to make somethingbut nothing happens.i lean backthen forward againand then i try again.still nothing.what's wrong? am iunable?i shiftand moveand thinkto the best of my ability.but still, nothing.discouraged, i sink backdown into bedand curl back upwhile anxiety acts up.why can't ijust do something already?why must ibe so weak?all i want is to createbut just one obstacleholds me back.
The perfect morningin my room,it is darkand i am alone.the only light at allis that that emanates faintly through the windowfrom the blue gray cloudy morning sky.somehow, the room was blue.the sort of deep, clear blue that puts you in the oceanthat submerges you in the waves, its glowits feel.just let yourself float!float in all the waves.you can stay here and drift!for it is safe here, there is peace here.
Little red sparksAs i sit on the curbwith just one other beside me, andi bend my headand look downwards.and then i spot them,dozens by dozens,little red dotsscattering at the stones.tiny, fiery sparksmaking circles andpatterns.somehow i feelas if they'll gather togetherand form a fireand shine gracefully.As i observe thisthe one beside me asks;"...what is it"?and i simply explain."i am just watchingthese little red antscrawling around my feet."
Sparkfrost's storySo my pony oc, Sparkfrost, is a yellow pegasus pony with pinkish and blue tail/mane, a watch, and sometimes other accessories. her cutie mark is a blue puzzle piece with a little swirl around it because she's good at solving things (the entire description is a whole different story). her name wasn't always sparkfrost; it used to be frostfeather, because she has ice powers. and her hair used to be only blue. it changed because of a certain event that took place.well, Sparkfrost was in a race that she really wanted to win. and she was going fast, so fast that she went off course. she ended up in this strange sort of electrical plant with pinkish electricity. confused, she tried to fly away, only to get hit by electricity and passed out. eventually she came to, and discovered that her hair had gained a pinkish-purplish part to it, and her cutie mark had a little electric swirl around it. when she tried to use her ice powers, she discovered that she had electric powers as well. she was su